Amatsanulira wathunthu

Ndimakonda kapu yotentha ya tiyi kotero kuti ndikulota kapu yomwe siidzatha ndipo imakhala yofunda nthawi zonse. Ngati zili za mkazi wamasiye 1. Mafumu 17 anatha, bwanji osatero kwa inenso? Chezani pambali.

Pali chinachake chodekha pa kapu yodzaza - kapu yopanda kanthu nthawi zonse imandikhumudwitsa pang'ono. Ndinaphunzira nyimbo pa "msasa wa amayi" ku Newfoundland (Canada) yotchedwa "Dzazani Cup Yanga, Ambuye". Papita zaka zingapo kuchokera nthawi yanga yopuma, koma mawu ndi nyimbo za nyimboyi zidakali pafupi ndi mtima wanga. Ndi pemphero kwa Mulungu kuti athetse ludzu langa, kuti andidzazenso ndi kundipanganso kukhala chotengera chake.

Nthawi zambiri timanena kuti titha kugwira ntchito bwino tikakhala ndi thanki yathunthu. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ngakhale izi zili choncho makamaka kwa anthu odziwitsidwa, palibe m'modzi wa ife amene angathe kuchita bwino kwambiri atachita khama pang'ono. Njira yabwino yopezera mafuta ndi kukhala ndi ubale wamoyo komanso wokula ndi Mulungu. Nthawi zina chikho changa chimakhala chopanda kanthu. Ndikadzimva wopanda kanthu mwauzimu, mwakuthupi, ndi mwamalingaliro, zimandivuta kuti ndikhalenso wathanzi. Sindine ndekha pankhaniyi. Ndikutsimikiza kuti mutha kutsimikizira kuti ogwira ntchito anthawi zonse komanso odzipereka mmadera, makamaka pambuyo paukwati, nthawi zonse amakhala ndi nthawi yokwanira yobwezeretsanso mabatire awo. Pambuyo pamisonkhano ndi zochitika zina zazikulu, nthawi zonse ndimafunikira kupuma pang'ono.

Ndiye timatulutsa bwanji mafuta? Kuphatikiza pakupumula pakama, njira yabwino kwambiri yobwezeretsanso mabatire anu ndikucheza ndi Mulungu: kuwerenga Baibulo, kusinkhasinkha, kukhala nokha, kuyenda, makamaka pemphero. Ndikosavuta kuti chisangalalo cha moyo chisinthe zinthu zofunika izi, koma tonse tikudziwa kufunikira kokhala ndi ubale wathu ndi Mulungu. Chisamaliro ndi chisangalalo - awa ndi matanthauzo anga a "kukhala pafupi ndi Mulungu". Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala kuti ndapanikizika ndi punk imeneyi. Sindinadziwe momwe ndingakhalire ndi ubale wotere ndi Mulungu komanso momwe uyenera kuwonekera. Ndinali ndi nkhawa zakukhala paubwenzi ndi munthu yemwe simungamuwone - sindinadziwe zimenezo. Nthawi yopuma yopuma, ndidakumana ndi chowonadi chosasinthika chomwe chidachitika kuyambira pomwe Mpingo woyambirira udalipo ndipo sindimadziwa tanthauzo lake mpaka nthawiyo. Chowonadi ichi ndi chakuti pemphero ndi mphatso yochokera kwa Mulungu kuti tipeze, kuvumbulutsa, kutsitsimutsa, ndikugawana naye ubale womwe Yesu wakhala nawo nthawi zonse ndi Atate. Mwadzidzidzi kuwala kunandigwera. Ndinali kufunafuna china chosangalatsa kwambiri, chachikondi komanso chosangalatsa kwambiri kuposa pemphero kuti ndikulitse ubale wanga ndi Mulungu.

Zachidziwikire, ndimadziwa kale za kufunikira kwa pemphero - ndipo ndidatsimikiza. Koma kodi nthawi zina sitimanyalanyaza kupemphera? Ndikosavuta kuwona pemphero ngati nthawi yomwe timapatsa Mulungu mndandanda wazokhumba zathu osati nthawi yoti tikulitse ubale wathu ndi Mulungu ndikusangalala ndi kupezeka Kwake. Sitimadzaza mafuta kuti tikhale okonzekeranso ku tchalitchi, koma kuti Mulungu ndi Mzimu Woyera atenge malo mwa ife.

ndi Tammy Tkach


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