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Sindidzaiwala tsiku lowopsa lija ku Durban, South Africa. Ndinali ndi zaka 13 ndipo ndimasewera pabwalo lakunyumba ndi abale anga, alongo ndi anzanga patsiku lokongola lachisangalalo pomwe amayi anga adayitanitsa banja mkati. Misozi imatsika m'maso mwake atanyamula nkhani munyuzipepala yomwe imafotokoza zaimfa ya abambo anga ku East Africa.

Zomwe zidachitika atamwalira zidadzutsa mafunso. Komabe, zonse zimawoneka kuti zikuwonetsa kuti adazunzidwa mu Mao Mao War, yomwe idachitika kuyambira 1952 mpaka 1960 ndipo yomwe idatsutsana ndi ulamuliro wachikoloni ku Kenya. Gulu lokangalika kwambiri pankhondoyo lidachokera kwa a Kikuyu, fuko lalikulu kwambiri ku Kenya. Ngakhale mikanganoyo idalimbikitsidwa motsutsana ndi atsamunda aku Britain ndi azungu okhala, panali mikangano yambiri pakati pa Mao Mao ndi anthu aku Africa okhulupirika. Abambo anga anali wamkulu mu gulu lankhondo laku Kenya panthawiyo ndipo anali ndi gawo lofunikira pankhondo ndipo anali pamndandanda. Ndinali wosimidwa m'maganizo, wosokonezeka, komanso wokwiya kwambiri ndili wachinyamata. Chinthu chokha chomwe ndimadziwa ndikumwalira kwa bambo anga okondedwa. Izi zidachitika nkhondo itangotha. Anali atakonzekera kusamukira nafe ku South Africa miyezi ingapo. Panthawiyo, sindinamvetsetse chifukwa chenicheni cha nkhondoyi ndipo ndimangodziwa kuti bambo anga akumenya nkhondo ndi gulu lazachiwembu. Anali mdani amene anapangitsa anzathu ambiri kutaya miyoyo yawo!

Sikuti tidayenera kuthana ndi kutayika kumeneku, komanso tidakumana ndi kuti titha kukumana ndi moyo wosauka kwambiri chifukwa akuluakulu aboma adakana kutilipira mtengo wa malo athu ku East Africa. Amayi anga anali ndi vuto lopeza ntchito ndikulera ana azaka zisanu akusukulu ndi malipiro ochepa. Ngakhale zinali choncho, ndidakhalabe wokhulupirika pachikhulupiriro changa chachikhristu m'zaka zotsatira ndipo sindinakwiye kapena kukwiyitsa anthu omwe adamupha bambo anga.

Palibe njira ina

Mazgu agho Yesu wakayowoya apo wakapayikika pa mphinjika, kung’anamura awo ŵakamususkanga, ŵakamunyoza, ŵakamukwapula, na kumukhomerera pa mphinjika na kumuwonelera nyifwa yakuŵaŵa, ŵakanipembuzga mu masuzgo ghane. akudziwa zomwe akuchita."
Kupachikidwa kwa Yesu kunalimbikitsidwa ndi atsogoleri achipembedzo odziyesa olungama a nthawiyo, alembi ndi Afarisi, atadzazidwa ndi ndale, ulamuliro komanso kusakhutitsidwa mdziko lawo. Ili ndiye dziko lomwe adakulira ndipo anali ozikika kwambiri mu psyche yawo ndi miyambo yazikhalidwe za nthawi yawo. Uthengawu womwe Yesu amalalikira udali pachiwopsezo chachikulu pakupitilizabe kwa dziko lapansili ndiye adakonza chiwembu choti amuweruze ndikumupachika. Kuchita izi kunali kolakwika kwathunthu, koma sanawone njira ina.


Asirikali achi Roma anali mbali ya dziko lina, mbali ya ulamuliro wankhanza. Iwo amangotsatira malamulo ochokera kwa mabwana awo monga msirikali wina aliyense wokhulupirika akanatha kuchita. Sankawona njira ina.

Inenso ndinayenera kuyang'anizana ndi chowonadi: zigawenga za Mao Mao zinagwidwa pankhondo yoopsa yomwe inali pafupi kupulumuka. Ufulu wanu udasokonezedwa. Adakulira akukhulupirira zomwe adachita ndipo adasankha njira zachiwawa kuti ateteze ufulu. Sankawona njira ina. Zaka zambiri pambuyo pake, mu 1997, ndidapemphedwa kukhala wokamba nkhani pamsonkhano pafupi ndi Kibirichia m'chigawo chakum'mawa kwa Meru ku Kenya. Unali mwayi wosangalatsa kudziwa komwe ndinachokera ndikuwonetsa mkazi wanga ndi ana anga chikhalidwe chowopsa cha Kenya, ndipo anasangalala nacho.

M'mawu anga otsegulira ndinayankhula zaubwana zomwe ndimakhala nazo m'dziko lokongolali, koma sindinanene zakumenyedwa kwa nkhondo komanso imfa ya abambo anga. Nditangooneka kumene, bambo wina wachikulire waimvi anabwera kwa ine, akuyenda ndodo komanso akumwetulira kwambiri. Atazunguliridwa ndi gulu losangalatsa la zidzukulu pafupifupi zisanu ndi zitatu, adandifunsa kuti ndikhale pansi chifukwa amafuna kundiuza china chake.

Izi zinatsatiridwa ndi mphindi yogwira mtima ya zodabwitsa zosayembekezereka. Iye analankhula poyera za nkhondoyo ndi mmene, monga membala wa a Kikuju, anali pankhondo yowopsya. Ndinamva kuchokera mbali ina ya mkangano. Ananenanso kuti anali m'gulu la gulu lomwe likufuna kukhala mwaufulu ndikugwirira ntchito minda yomwe adalandidwa. Koma n’zomvetsa chisoni kuti iye limodzi ndi anthu masauzande ambiri anataya okondedwa awo, kuphatikizapo akazi ndi ana. Mkristu wachikondi ameneyu ndiye anandiyang’ana ndi maso odzala ndi chikondi ndipo anati: “Pepani kwambiri chifukwa cha imfa ya atate wako.” Ndinavutika kuletsa misozi. Apa tinali, tikulankhula ngati akhristu zaka makumi angapo pambuyo pake, nditakhala mbali zotsutsana mu imodzi mwankhondo zankhanza kwambiri ku Kenya, ngakhale ndinali mwana wopanda nzeru panthawi yankhondoyo.
 
Nthawi yomweyo tinalumikizidwa muubwenzi waukulu. Ngakhale kuti sindinakumanepo ndi anthu amene anachititsa imfa ya bambo anga mwaukali, ndinaona kuti ndikugwirizana kwambiri ndi mbiri yakale. Afilipi 4,7 Kenako inadza m’maganizo mwanga: “Ndipo mtendere wa Mulungu wakupambana chidziwitso chonse, usunge mitima yanu ndi maganizo anu mwa Kristu Yesu.” Chikondi, mtendere ndi chisomo cha Mulungu zinatigwirizanitsa ife mu umodzi pamaso pake. Mizu yathu mwa Khristu idatibweretsera machiritso, potero timathetsa zowawa zomwe tidakhala nazo nthawi yayitali ya moyo wathu. Mtima wosaneneka wa mpumulo ndi kumasulidwa unatidzaza. Mmene Mulungu watibweretsera pamodzi zimasonyeza kupanda pake kwa nkhondo, mikangano ndi udani. Nthawi zambiri, palibe mbali yomwe idapambana. N'zomvetsa chisoni kuona Akhristu akumenyana ndi Akhristu m'dzina la zifukwa zawo. M’nthaŵi zankhondo, mbali zonse ziŵiri zimapemphera kwa Mulungu ndi kum’pempha kukhala kumbali yawo, ndipo m’nthaŵi zamtendere, Akristu amodzimodziwo angakhale mabwenzi.

Kuphunzira kusiya

Kukumana kosintha moyo kumeneku kunandithandiza kumvetsa bwino mavesi a m’Baibulo amene amanena za adani achikondi 6,27-36). Kupatula pazochitika zankhondo, zimafunanso funso loti mdani wathu ndi mdani wathu ndani? Nanga bwanji za anthu amene timakumana nawo tsiku lililonse? Kodi timayambitsa chidani ndi kuipidwa ndi ena? Mwina kutsutsana ndi abwana, amene sitigwirizana? Mwinamwake motsutsana ndi bwenzi lodalirika lomwe linatipweteka kwambiri? Mwina ndi mnansi amene tikukangana naye?

Lemba la Luka sililetsa khalidwe loipa. M'malo mwake, ndi kuyang'ana chithunzi chachikulu pakuchita chikhululukiro, chisomo, ubwino ndi chiyanjanitso ndikukhala munthu amene Khristu akutiyitana ife kukhala. Ndi za kuphunzira kukonda monga momwe Mulungu amakondera pamene tikukula ndi kukula monga Akhristu. Kuwawidwa mtima ndi kukanidwa kungathe kutigwira mosavuta n’kuyamba kulamulira. Kuphunzira kulolera zinthu mwa kuika m’manja mwa Mulungu mikhalidwe imene sitingathe kulamulira ndi kusonkhezera kumapangitsa kusiyana kwenikweni. Mu Johannes 8,31-32 Yesu akutilimbikitsa kumvera mawu ake ndi kuchita mogwirizana ndi mawu ake: “Ngati mukhala m’mawu anga, mulidi ophunzira anga ndithu, ndipo mudzazindikira chowonadi, ndipo chowonadi chidzakumasulani. Ichi ndi chinsinsi cha ufulu m'chikondi chake.

Wolemba Robert Klynsmith


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