Chikumbutso cha panthawi yake

Zikumbutso za pa nthawi yake 428Lolemba linali Lolemba m'mawa ndipo mzere pamsika wamankhwala udayamba kutalikirapo ndi mphindi. Itafika nthawi yanga, ndinali ndi chidaliro kuti anditumizira mwachangu. Ndimangofuna kukatenga mankhwala ena a matenda aakulu. Zambiri zanga zidasungidwa kale pamakompyuta a pharmacy.

Ndinawona kuti wogulitsa amene amanditumikirayo anali watsopano m'sitoloyo. Anandimwetulira pondipatsa dzina langa ndi adilesi. Nditalowa mu kompyuta, adandifunsanso dzina langa lomaliza. Ndinabwereza moleza mtima, nthawi ino pang'onopang'ono. Chabwino, ndimaganiza, ndi watsopano ndipo sadziwa bwino njirayi. Nthawi yachitatu atafunsa dzina langa lomaliza, ndinayamba kupirira. Kodi sanamvetsetse china chake kapena sanathe kuyang'anitsitsa bwino? Monga kuti sikokwanira, zikuwonekeranso kuti anali ndi vuto kupeza zomwe amafunikira. Pomaliza adapempha mnzake yemwe amamuyang'anira kuti amuthandize. Ndinadabwa ndi kuleza mtima kwa akuluakulu ake, omwe anali kale otanganidwa kwambiri. Kumbuyo kwanga ndidamva zonena zakusakwiya, pomwe mzerewo udalitali mpaka pakhomo. Kenako ndinazindikira china chake. Wogulitsa watsopanoyu anali atavala zothandizira kumva. Izi zinalongosola zambiri. Sanamve bwino, anali wokondwa ndipo amayenera kugwira ntchito mokakamizidwa. Nditha kulingalira momwe akumvera - kuthedwa nzeru komanso kusatetezeka.

Pamene pomalizira pake ndinatuluka m’sitolomo ndi katundu wanga, malingaliro a chiyamikiro anandifikira, ndithudi ndikuthokoza Mulungu amene anandikumbutsa panthaŵi yake kuti: “Usafulumire kukwiya; pakuti mkwiyo ukhazikika mumtima mwa chitsiru.” (Mlal 7,9). Monga ndi akhristu ambiri, imodzi mwamapemphero anga atsiku ndi tsiku ndi yakuti Mzimu Woyera anditsogolere. Ndikufuna kuwona anthu anzanga ndi zinthu momwe Mulungu amawaonera. Nthawi zambiri sindimakhala wowonera bwino. Palibe kukaikira m’maganizo mwanga kuti Mulungu anatsegula maso anga m’maŵa umenewo kuti ndiwone chinthu chaching’ono chotero monga chothandizira kumva.

pemphero

“Zikomo, Atate okondedwa, chifukwa cha mphatso yodabwitsa ya Mzimu Woyera kutitonthoza ndi kutitsogolera. Ndi chithandizo chake chokha tingakhale mchere wa dziko lapansi”.

ndi Hilary Jacobs


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