Ndine wosuta

488 Ndine chidakwaZimandivuta kwambiri kuvomereza kuti ndine chidakwa. M’moyo wanga wonse ndakhala ndikunama kwa ine ndekha ndi amene ali pafupi nane. Munzila eeyi, ndakajana bantu banji basyomeka banji basyomeka mbuli moba, cocaine, heroin, chamba, fodya, Facebook, ndi zina zambiri. Mwamwayi, tsiku lina ndinakhoza kuyang’anizana ndi chowonadi. Ndine woledzera. Ndikufuna thandizo!

Zotsatira za kumwerekera ndizofanana nthawi zonse mwa anthu onse omwe ndawawonapo. Thupi lanu ndi moyo wanu zidzayamba kuwonongeka. Ubale wa omwerekera unatheratu. Mabwenzi okhawo omwe atsalira kwa omwerekera, ngati mungawatchule choncho, ndi ogulitsa mankhwala osokoneza bongo kapena ogulitsa mowa. Ena mwa omwerekerawo ali muukapolo kotheratu ndi ogulitsa mankhwala osokoneza bongo chifukwa cha uhule, umbanda ndi zinthu zina zosaloledwa. Mwachitsanzo, Thandeka (dzina lasinthidwa) adachita uhule ndi chakudya komanso mankhwala kuchokera kwa wodya wake mpaka wina adamupulumutsa ku moyo woyipawu. Kuganiza kwa chidakwacho kumakhudzidwanso. Ena amayamba kuloza, kuona ndi kumva zinthu zomwe palibe. Moyo wamankhwala ndi chinthu chokhacho chomwe chili chofunikira kwa iwo. Kwenikweni akuyamba kukhulupirira kupanda chiyembekezo kwawo ndi kudzikhutiritsa okha kuti mankhwala osokoneza bongo ndi abwino ndipo ayenera kuloledwa mwalamulo kuti aliyense asangalale nawo.

Kumenyana tsiku lililonse

Anthu onse omwe ndimawadziwa omwe adapanga chizolowezi choledzeretsa amazindikira zovuta zawo komanso kudalira kwawo ndipo amapeza wina yemwe angawachitire chifundo ndikuwatulutsa m'malo opangira mankhwala ndikupita nawo kumalo otsitsirako. Ndakumana ndi anthu omwe amayendetsa chipatala cha anthu omwerekera. Ambiri a iwo ndi omwe adazolowera kale. Mudzakhala woyamba kuvomereza kuti ngakhale patatha zaka 10 popanda mankhwala, tsiku lililonse limakhalabe vuto kuti likhale loyera.

Chizoloŵezi changa cha mtundu wanga

Chizoloŵezi changa chinayamba ndi makolo anga. Winawake anawauza kuti adye mmera wakutiwakuti chifukwa ungawapatse nzeru. Ayi, chomeracho sichinali chamba, komanso sichinali chomera cha coca chomwe cocaine amapangidwako. Koma zinali ndi zotsatira zofanana kwa iye. Munasiya ubale wanu ndi abambo anu ndipo munakhulupirira bodza. Atadya chomerachi, matupi awo anayamba kusuta. Ndinatengera kuledzera kwa iwo.

Ndiroleni ndikuuzeni mmene ndinadziwira za chizoloŵezi changa. M’bale wanga mtumwi Paulo atazindikira kuti wasuta, anayamba kulemba makalata kwa abale ndi alongo kutichenjeza za vutolo. Oledzeretsa amatchulidwa kuti zidakwa, ena monga ma junkies, crackpot, kapena doper. Anthu amene ali ndi chizolowezi changa amatchedwa ochimwa.

M’kalata yake ina, Paulo anati: “Monga uchimo unalowa m’dziko kudzera mwa munthu mmodzi, ndi imfa kudzera mwa uchimo, momwemonso imfa inafika kwa anthu onse chifukwa onse anachimwa.” 5,12). Paulo anazindikira kuti anali wochimwa. Chifukwa cha kumwerekera kwake, uchimo wake, iye anali wotanganitsidwa kupha abale ake ndi kuika ena m’ndende. M’khalidwe lake loipa, lauchimo, ankaganiza kuti akuchita zabwino. Mofanana ndi anthu onse amene ankaledzera, Paulo ankafuna munthu woti amusonyeze kuti akufunika thandizo. Tsiku lina, ali pa ulendo wake wakupha wopita ku Damasiko, Paulo anakumana ndi munthu Yesu (Mac 9,1-5). Ntchito yake yonse m’moyo inali kumasula omwerekera ngati ine ku chizoloŵezi chathu chauchimo. Analowa m’nyumba ya uchimo kuti atitulutse. Mofanana ndi munthu amene anapita ku mahule kuti atulutse Thandeka ku uhule, anabwera n’kukhala pakati pa ife ochimwa kuti atithandize.

Landirani thandizo la Yesu

Tsoka ilo, pa nthawi imene Yesu ankakhala m’nyumba ya uchimo, ena ankaganiza kuti sakufunikira thandizo lake. Yesu anati: “Sindinabwere kudzaitana anthu olungama, koma ndinabwera kudzaitana anthu ochimwa kuti alape.” ( Luka 5,32 NDI). Paulo anazindikira. Anazindikira kuti akufunika thandizo. Chizoloŵezi chake chinali champhamvu kwambiri moti ngakhale kuti ankafuna kusiya, ankachita zinthu zimene ankadana nazo. Mu imodzi mwa makalata ake anadandaula za mkhalidwe wake: “Chifukwa sindidziŵa chimene ndikuchita. Chifukwa sindichita chimene ndifuna; 7,15). Mofanana ndi omwerekera ambiri, Paul anazindikira kuti sakanatha kudziletsa. Ngakhale pamene anali mu rehab (ochimwa ena amatcha tchalitchi) kumwerekerako kunakhalabe kwamphamvu kotero kuti akanatha kusiya. Iye anazindikira kuti Yesu ankafunitsitsa kumuthandiza kuthetsa moyo wauchimo umenewu.

“Koma ndiona lamulo lina m’ziwalo zanga, limene limatsutsana ndi lamulo m’maganizo mwanga, ndi kundiika m’ndende ya lamulo lauchimo limene lili m’ziwalo zanga. Ndine munthu womvetsa chisoni! Adzandilanditsa ndani m’thupi la imfa ili? Ndiyamika Mulungu mwa Yesu Khristu Ambuye wathu! Chotero tsopano nditumikira chilamulo cha Mulungu mwachidziŵitso changa, koma ndi thupi nditumikira chilamulo cha uchimo.” ( Aroma 7,23-25).

Mofanana ndi chamba, cocaine, kapena heroin, mankhwala ochimwitsa amenewa ndi osokoneza bongo. Ngati mwawona chidakwa kapena mankhwala osokoneza bongo mudzazindikira kuti ali oledzera komanso akapolo. Mwalephera kudziletsa. Ngati palibe amene angawathandize ndipo osazindikira kuti akufunikira thandizo, adzawonongeka chifukwa cha chizolowezi chawo. Pamene Yesu anapereka chithandizo kwa anthu omwe anali ochimwa ngati ine, ena ankaganiza kuti sanali akapolo a chilichonse kapena aliyense.

Yesu anauza Ayuda amene ankamukhulupirira kuti: “Ngati mukhala m’mawu anga, mudzakhaladi ophunzira anga, ndipo mudzazindikira choonadi, ndipo choonadi chidzakumasulani. Ndimo naiang’ka ie, Tiri mbeu ya Abraham, ndimo sitinakala akapolo a muntu. Ndiye mumati bwanji: Uyenera kukhala mfulu? (Johannes 8,31-33)

Munthu wokonda mankhwala osokoneza bongo ndi kapolo wa mankhwalawo. Iye alibenso ufulu wosankha kumwa mankhwalawa kapena ayi. Chimodzimodzinso kwa ochimwa. Paulo anadandaula podziwa kuti sayenera kuchimwa, koma anachita ndendende zimene sanafune kuchita. Yesu anawayankha kuti: “Indetu, indetu, ndinena kwa inu, Aliyense wochita tchimo ndi kapolo wa uchimo.” ( Yoh. 8,34).

Yesu anakhala munthu kuti amasule anthu ku ukapolo wa uchimo umenewu. “Khristu anatimasula kuti tikhale aufulu! Choncho, limbikani ndipo musalole kumangidwanso m’goli la ukapolo kachiwiri! (Agalatiya 5,1 NGÜ) Mukuona, pamene Yesu anabadwa munthu, anabwera kudzasintha umunthu wathu kuti tisakhalenso ochimwa. Anakhala wopanda uchimo ndipo sanakhale kapolo. Panopa akupereka “kukhalapo kwa munthu wopanda uchimo” kwa anthu onse kwaulere. Ndiwo uthenga wabwino.

Zindikirani chizolowezicho

Pafupifupi zaka 25 zapitazo ndinazindikira kuti ndinali wokonda uchimo. Ndinazindikira kuti ndinali wochimwa. Mofanana ndi Paulo, ndinazindikira kuti ndinkafunika thandizo. Anthu ena omwe anali kuchira anandiuza kuti kumeneko kuli malo osamalira anthu odwala matenda a maganizo. Iwo anandiuza kuti ndikadzabwera ndikhoza kulimbikitsidwa ndi amenenso ankafuna kusiya moyo wauchimo. Ndinayamba kupita kumisonkhano yawo Lamlungu. Izo sizinali zophweka. Ndimachimwabe nthawi ndi nthawi, koma Yesu anandiuza kuti ndiganizire kwambiri za moyo wake. Iye anatenga moyo wanga wauchimo naupanga kukhala wake, ndipo anandipatsa ine moyo wake wopanda uchimo.

Moyo umene ndikukhala nawo tsopano, ndikukhala podalira Yesu. Ichi ndi chinsinsi cha Paulo. Iye analemba kuti: “Ndinapachikidwa pamodzi ndi Khristu. Ndili ndi moyo, koma tsopano si ine ayi, koma Khristu ali ndi moyo mwa ine. “anandisiya” (Agalatiya 2,20).

Ndinazindikira kuti ndilibe chiyembekezo m’thupi loloŵerera limeneli. Ndikufuna moyo watsopano Ndinafa ndi Yesu Khristu pa mtanda ndi kuuka naye pa chiukitsiro ku moyo watsopano mu Mzimu Woyera ndi kukhala cholengedwa chatsopano. + Koma pamapeto pake adzandipatsa thupi latsopano limene silidzakhalanso ukapolo wa uchimo. Iye wakhala wopanda uchimo moyo wake wonse.

Mukuwona chowonadi, Yesu wakumasulani kale. Kudziwa choonadi kumamasula. “Mudzadziwa choonadi, ndipo choonadi chidzakumasulani.” ( Yoh 8,32). Yesu ndiye choonadi ndi moyo! Simuyenera kuchita chilichonse kuti Yesu akuthandizeni. Ndipotu anandifera ine ndidakali wochimwa. "Pakuti muli opulumutsidwa ndi chisomo chakuchita mwa chikhulupiriro, ndipo ichi chosachokera kwa inu: ndi mphatso ya Mulungu, osati ndi ntchito, kuti asadzitamandire munthu. Pakuti ife ndife ntchito yake, olengedwa mwa Khristu Yesu kuchita ntchito zabwino, zimene Mulungu anazikonzeratu. kuti tiyendemo.” ( Aefeso 2,8-10).

Ndikudziwa kuti anthu ambiri amanyoza omwerekera ndipo amawaweruza. Yesu sachita izi. Iye anati anabwera kudzapulumutsa ochimwa, osati kudzawaweruza. “Pakuti Mulungu sanatume Mwana wake kudziko lapansi kuti adzaweruze dziko lapansi, koma kuti dziko lapansi likapulumutsidwe kudzera mwa iye.” ( Yoh. 3,17).

Landirani mphatso ya Khrisimasi

Ngati mukhudzidwa ndi chizolowezi choledzera, mwachitsanzo, uchimo, mutha kudziwa ndikuzindikira kuti Mulungu amakukondani mopitilira muyeso kapena wopanda mavuto omwewo. Chinthu choyamba kuti muchiritsidwe ndicho kusiya kudziyimira pawokha kwa Mulungu ndikudziyika nokha pa kudalira Yesu Khristu. Yesu amadzaza kupanda kwanu ndi zofooka zanu, zomwe mwadzaza ndi chinthu china ngati cholowa mmalo. Amadzaza ndi iye mwini kudzera mwa Mzimu Woyera. Kudalira kwathunthu pa Yesu kumakupangitsani kukhala wodziyimira pawokha pa china chilichonse!

Mngeloyo anati: “Mariya adzabala mwana wamwamuna, ndipo udzamutcha dzina lake Yesu, chifukwa iyeyo adzapulumutsa anthu ake ku machimo awo.” ( Mateyu 1,21). Mesiya amene amabweretsa chipulumutso chopemphedwa kwa zaka mazana ambiri ali pano. “Kwa inu lero wakubadwirani Mpulumutsi, amene ndi Khristu Ambuye, mu mzinda wa Davide.” (Luk. 2,11). Mphatso yaikulu kwambiri yochokera kwa Mulungu kwa inu panokha! Khrisimasi yabwino!

by Takalani Musekiwa