Kutayika kowawa

691 zotayika zowawaPamene ndinali kulongedza zovala zanga za ulendo, ndinapeza kuti juzi langa lomwe ndimalikonda lazimiririka ndipo silinapachikidwa m’chipinda changa monga mwa nthaŵi zonse. Ndinayang'ana paliponse koma sindinaipeze. Ndiyenera kuti ndinazisiya ku hotelo paulendo wina. Choncho ndinanyamula top yofananira ndikupeza chinthu china chomwe ndingavale nacho.

Ndimakhumudwa ndikataya chinthu chimene ndimakonda, makamaka chikakhala chamtengo wapatali. Kutaya china chake kumakhala kosokoneza minyewa, monga kuyiwala komwe mwayika zinthu, monga makiyi kapena mapepala ofunikira. Kubedwa ndikokulirapo. Mikhalidwe yoteroyo imakupangitsani kudziona kukhala wopanda chochita, wosakhozanso kudzilamulira. Nthaŵi zambiri, palibe chimene tingachite koma kuvomereza kutaika ndi kupitiriza.

Kutayika ndi gawo la moyo lomwe timakonda kukhala opanda, koma tonse timakumana nazo. Kuthana ndi kutayika ndi kuvomereza ndi phunziro lomwe tiyenera kuphunzira posachedwa komanso pafupipafupi. Koma ngakhale ndi ukalamba ndi chidziŵitso cha moyo ndi chidziŵitso chakuti zinthu nzosavuta kuziloŵa m’malo, kumakhumudwitsabe kuzitaya. Zotayika zina, monga kutaya juzi kapena kiyi, nzosavuta kuvomereza kusiyana ndi zotayika zazikulu, monga kutayika kwa mphamvu yakuthupi kapena wokondedwa. Potsirizira pake, pali kutayika kwa miyoyo yathu. Kodi timakhala bwanji ndi maganizo oyenera? Yesu anatichenjeza kuti tisaike mitima yathu ndi ziyembekezo zathu pa chuma chosatha, chuma chimene chingatayike, kubedwa, kapena kutenthedwa. Moyo wathu suli ndi zomwe tili nazo. Kufunika kwathu sikuyesedwa ndi kukula kwa akaunti yathu yaku banki ndipo joie de vivre yathu simapindula ndi kusonkhanitsa katundu. Kutayika kowawa kwambiri sikophweka kufotokoza kapena kunyalanyaza. Matupi okalamba, kuthekera kothawa ndi zomverera, kufa kwa abwenzi ndi abale - timachita bwanji nazo?

Moyo wathu ndi waufupi ndipo uli ndi mapeto. Onani maluwawo akukula: sagwira ntchito, sapotanso. Koma ndinena kwa inu kuti Solomo, mu ulemerero wake wonse, sanavale ngati limodzi la iwo. Chotero ngati Mulungu aveka udzu wa kuthengo lero, ndipo mawa uponyedwa pamoto, kuli bwanji inu okhulupirira pang’ono? Chifukwa chake nanunso musapemphe choti mudye kapena kumwa” (Luka 12,27-29). Tili ngati maluwa amene amaphuka m’mawa ndipo amafota madzulo.

Ngakhale kuti zimenezi n’zosalimbikitsa, mawu a Yesu amenewa ndi olimbikitsa akuti: “Ine ndine kuuka ndi moyo. Aliyense wokhulupirira mwa ine adzakhala ndi moyo ngakhale atafa” (Johannes 11,25 New Life Bible). Kudzera m'moyo wake tonse titha kuwomboledwa ndikusinthidwa kukhala moyo watsopano. M’mawu a nyimbo yakale ya Uthenga Wabwino, akuti: Chifukwa Yesu ali ndi moyo, mawa ndikhala ndi moyo.

Chifukwa ali ndi moyo, zotayika zamasiku ano zimatha. Misozi iliyonse, kukuwa kulikonse, zoopsa zilizonse, mantha aliwonse ndi zowawa zilizonse zidzachotsedwa ndikusinthidwa ndi joie de vivre ndi chikondi ndi Atate.
Chiyembekezo chathu chagona mwa Yesu – m’mwazi wake woyeretsa, moyo wake woukitsidwa ndi chikondi chakutanthawuza. Anataya moyo wake chifukwa cha ife ndipo anati ngati titaya moyo wathu tidzaupeza mwa iye. Zonse zatayika ku mbali ya dziko lapansi ya kumwamba, koma zonse zimapezeka mwa Yesu ndipo tsiku losangalatsa limenelo likadzafika palibe chimene chidzatayikanso.

ndi Tammy Tkach