Amandikonda

487 amandikondaM’zaka zaposachedwapa ndatha kupeza chinthu chodabwitsa, chosangalatsa: “Mulungu amandikonda”! Simungapeze izi kukhala zopeka zosangalatsa. Koma patatha zaka zambiri ndikuwona Mulungu ngati woweruza woopsa akungodikira kuti andilange pamene ndasokoneza, ichi ndi kuzindikira kwatsopano kwa ine.

Ubwenzi wanga ndi Mulungu - ngati munganene kuti ubale - udayamba ndili mtsikana. Ndimakumbukira ndikuwerenga Baibulo ndikumva kulumikizana kwinakwake ndi chodabwitsa ichi, chauzimu. Ndinafuna kumulambira mwanjira ina koma sindinadziwe.

Sindinali wokhutira kwathunthu ndi zomwe ndimakumana nazo pakupembedza, ngakhale ndimakonda kuyimba komanso ndidalowa nawo kwaya kwakanthawi. Nthawi ina ndidapita kusukulu yophunzitsa zaubwenzi atapemphedwa ndi mzanga. Sabata itakwana, ndinapita kutchalitchi ndi m'modzi mwa aphunzitsi. Anandiuza zakufunika kovomereza Khristu kukhala Mpulumutsi wanga. Malingaliro anga amafuna kutero, koma sindinakhale wotsimikiza kwathunthu ndipo ndimamva kuti zinali ngati kutulutsa pakamwa. Sindinadziwebe kuti Mulungu ndi ndani kapena kuti ndimugwirizane naye bwanji. Pambuyo pake ndidadzimva Mulungu ngati wopereka malamulo komanso woweruza mu tchalitchi chotsatira malamulo. Ndikapanda kumvera malamulo ake onse, ndimadziwa kuti ndikakumana ndi mavuto.

Kenako ndinamva ulaliki umene unasintha chilichonse. M’busayo anakamba za mmene Mulungu amadziŵila za akazi cifukwa ndi amene anatilenga. Kodi akanatilenga bwanji ngati iyeyo analibe makhalidwe amenewa? Inde, izi zimagwiranso ntchito kwa amuna. Popeza kuti Mulungu anandisonyeza “mwamuna” wotero, ndinaganiza kuti anapanga amuna monga iye mwini, ndi kuti akazi anali osiyana mwanjira inayake. Mawu amodzi amenewo - ndipo ndi chinthu chokhacho chomwe ndikukumbukira mu ulaliki - chinatsegula maso anga kuti ndione Mlengi amene amandidziwa ndi kundimvetsa. Chofunika koposa, amene amandikonda. Amandikonda pamasiku anga oipa, pamasiku anga abwino, ngakhale pamene palibe wina aliyense akuwoneka kuti amandikonda. Chikondi chimenechi n’chosiyana ndi mtundu wina uliwonse wa chikondi chimene ndinachidziwapo. Ndikudziwa kuti bambo anga ankandikonda kwambiri ali moyo. Amayi amandikonda, koma tsopano akulimbana ndi vuto la kukhala wamasiye. Ndikudziwa kuti mwamuna wanga amandikonda, ndi munthu ngati ine ndipo sanapangidwe ndi Mulungu kuti akwaniritse zosowa zanga zonse. Ndikudziwa kuti ana anga amandikonda koma amakula kenako n’kusamuka ndipo ndidzakhala m’gulu la anthu amene amawaimbira foni kamodzi pa sabata n’kumawachezera patchuthi.

Ndi Mulungu yekha amene amandikonda ndi chikondi chopanda malire, chosatha, chosayerekezeka, chopanda malire, chosefukira, mozama kwambiri, kuposa chodabwitsa, chopambanitsa ndi chikondi chopambana! Chikondi cha Mulungu ndi chodabwitsa, chachikulu mokwanira padziko lonse lapansi (Yoh 3,16) ndipo ilinso momveka bwino kwa ine. Ndi chikondi chomwe ndingakhale chomwe ine ndiri. Ndikhoza kukhulupirira chikondi ichi ndikudzipereka ndekha kuti ndilole kuti ndisinthidwe. Ndi chikondi chimene chimandipatsa moyo. Ndi chikondi chimene Yesu anafera.

Ngati mumaonabe Mulungu monga mmene ndimachitira, ganizirani chinthu chimodzi: “Mulungu amakukondanidi”! Kuzindikira uku kudzakupangani inu.

ndi Tammy Tkach


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