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Kusasintha ndi kukhulupirika
Ndili ndi chizolowezi chothamangira zinthu. Zikuoneka kuti anthu amakonda kusangalala ndi zinazake, kuzichita mokangalika, ndiyeno n’kumazisiya. Izi zimandichitikira m'mapulogalamu anga a masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ndayambitsa mapulogalamu osiyanasiyana a masewera olimbitsa thupi m'zaka zapitazi. Ku koleji ndinathamanga ndi kusewera tenisi. Kwa kanthawi ndinalowa m’gulu la zachipatala ndipo ndinkachita masewera olimbitsa thupi pafupipafupi. Kenako, ndinaphunzira m’chipinda changa chochezera motsogozedwa ndi mavidiyo ochita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ndinayenda koyenda kwa zaka zingapo. Tsopano ndabwereranso ndikuphunzitsidwa ndi makanema komanso ndikuyendabe. Nthawi zina ndimaphunzitsa tsiku lililonse, kenako ndimasiya kwa milungu ingapo pazifukwa zosiyanasiyana, kenako ndimabwereranso ndipo pafupifupi ndiyenera kuyambiranso.
Komanso mwauzimu nthawi zina ndimakhala wofulumira. Nthawi zina ndimasinkhasinkha ndi kulemba mu jenali yanga tsiku lililonse, kenako ndimasinthira kuphunziro lokonzekera ndikuyiwala bukuli. Nthaŵi zina m’moyo wanga ndinangoŵerenga Baibulo lonse ndi kuimitsa maphunzirowo. Ndinatenga mabuku opemphera ndikusinthana nawo mabuku ena. Nthaŵi zina ndinasiya kupemphera kwa kanthawi ndipo sindinatsegule Baibulo langa kwa kanthaŵi.
Ndinadzigunda ndekha chifukwa cha izi chifukwa ndimawona kuti chinali cholakwika - ndipo mwina ndi. Mulungu akudziwa kuti ndine wosasinthasintha, koma amandikondabe.
Zaka zambiri zapitazo adandithandiza kukhazikitsa njira ya moyo wanga - kwa iye. Ananditcha ine ndi dzina kuti ndikhale mmodzi wa ana ake, kumudziwa iye ndi chikondi chake ndi kuwomboledwa kudzera mwa mwana wake. Ndipo ngakhale kukhulupirika kwanga kukakayika, nthawi zonse ndimayenda m’njira imodzimodziyo, yolunjika kwa Mulungu.
Monga momwe AW Tozer ananenera: Ndikhoza kutsindika kudzipereka kumodzi, kuchita kwakukulu kwa chifuniro komwe kumapanga cholinga cha mtima cha kuyang'ana kwa Yesu kwamuyaya. Mulungu amavomereza cholinga chimenechi monga chosankha chathu ndipo amaganizira zododometsa zambiri zimene zimatigwera m’dzikoli. Amadziwa kuti mitima yathu yakhazikika pa Yesu, ndipo ifenso tingathe kudziwa ndi kupeza chitonthozo podziwa kuti chizoloŵezi chimapanga m’moyo kuti pakapita kanthaŵi kamakhala mtundu wa kusinkhasinkha kwauzimu, osati khama lathu lozindikira lomwe limafuna zambiri. The Pursuit of God, p. 82).
Kodi sizodabwitsa kuti Mulungu amamvetsetsa kukhazikika kwa mtima wa munthu? Ndipo kodi sizosangalatsanso kudziŵa kuti akutithandiza kukhalabe m’njira yoyenera, kuyang’ana pankhope yake nthaŵi zonse? Monga momwe Tozer amanenera, ngati mitima yathu ikhazikika pa Yesu kwautali wokwanira, tidzakhazikitsa chizolowezi cha moyo chomwe chidzatitsogolera ku umuyaya wa Mulungu.
Tiyenera kuyamikira kuti Mulungu si munthu wosasintha. Iye ali yemweyo dzulo, lero ndi mawa. Sali ngati ife - samathamangira zinthu, poyambira ndi kuyimitsa. Iye ndi wokhulupirika nthawi zonse, ndipo amakhala nafe ngakhale pa nthawi ya chigololo.
ndi Tammy Tkach
